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I'm sad...
Thursday, April 05, 2007

I'm verii verii sad today....

Firstly, work... I went to work because of insufficient cash.. And now, i am needed to fork out some cash to get myself some products... But it's really nort enuff for use already... Wad if i do nort even sell them away? Tt makes it easier for me to give up... but i do not want to... I going tell them tt i nort going buy.. Cox I still wanna survive... I will push myself more... Even over my own limits.. My parents are constantly spreading me negatives and i am positive in the office, but become sulken at home... Really stress siia....

Nxt... I woke up in the morn... Quite early... Den gave Yufan a call at noon... he was busy playing risk and so, i got back to him at 12.25... Since noon, i've been refreshing the sas page and juz a min after i called yufan, something appeared on the page and i was able to register... i went in and found out tt the poetry module left 1 space... OMFG!!! den i ask yufan.. He say no need care.. Juz click 1st.. I clicked... And it was full... I searched for the rest of her 3 modules and only one was still available with 7 spaces... Mathematical Games and Puzzles... I had no other choice... But to chooose tt... It's better than no other modules.. I was vexed by that though... Stupid SP.. Lucky I'm nort in it.. give so little spaces... I'm sure I'm one of the 1st few to get in but left 1 space??? FREAK!!! After it made me even more frustrated when the only timeslot left for tt module was her last choice... Thurs 8-10... I really had no choice...
Later in the nite... She asked abt it and i told her her class, day and time... She sounded really pissed off and I was at fault... I Blame myself for tt... I'm sry... I've tried my best but it did nort work... And i've been punished by ur pissed attitude... I was wrong...

Lastly... After wad she said last nite... I was really thinking whether she still loved me at all... And if she dun, y didn't she tell me straight in the face? I'm all worked up and I thought thru it for the whole nite... Even if i wan a relationship, i would want one which shows sincerity and the heart to be in it... There's no point in anything more if i do nort feel her sincerity... I've been the one asking for patch... For now, if she dun make her move, we will remain frenz forever... Cox i really want to see tt she is interested in it... Srry...

A sad tata... to all...

*~OgUs_aKa_BW~*
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